Ode to My Greatest Lover

I wake.

I open myself.

I breathe in deeper.

I feel my fear of this expansion,

of this birthing,

This quaking of my soul as it rattles the cage that it has lived in so long.

My back arches as though my being in is orgasmic rapture,

my hips feel tense and my pussy quivers, tightening, squeezing, releasing.

My heart beats faster and then holds its emotion,

as to not let it escape,

the tears want to be released,

stream down my cheeks and be tasted by my lips.

My lips long to be devoured,

seduced by my lover.

My hands burn,

tremble and shake.

My breath is deep in this moment as I try and relax myself,

Relax from this expansion,

this birthing,

this quaking of my soul.

The cage that once held me so tight,

its bars are no more.

The walls that sheltered me and contained me,

have vanished.

There is nothing.

Nothing more of the me that I have been till now.

I am almost non existent and yet everything.

It is terrifying and brilliant.

I know that I am waking,

that I am becoming,

more.

It is all that I need,

all that I crave,

all that I am.

I am this rapture.

My body opens more,

ready to receive the deepest of penetration,

hungry and wet,

waiting for the teasing touch of my lover in this instant,

My lips full of pulsing blood, my muscles tingle and long for the sensation of being taken,

taken into this climax.

Taken into this rapture.

My soul know’s,

it know’s that there is no escape,

there is no refuge,

this will be orgasmically painful,

this will circumsize my heart,

and will envelope me.

This will carry me to the greatest of heights,

where I will not be able to move,

I will only be carried.

Carried into the light.

Carried into the joy.

Carried into the bliss.

Carried into the orgasm.

Here, here I will meet my lover.

Here I will wake,

here in the arms of the one that holds me.

Here in the embrace,

I will be penetrated.

Deeper.

And when I feel I can go no further,

when I feel that I have nothing more to give,

nothing more to offer,

when I am exasperated and breathless,

when I am certain that the climax is over,

Here I will be taken,

Deeper.

Till I can not deny.

I cannot hold back any longer.

Where my only option is to surrender.

Where I will become.

The rapture.

My legs open wider,

my knee’s tremble,

deep within my womb there is a fire,

there is creation,

there is a calling.

There is a earning.

Juices are flowing,

I am wet with desire.

I am wet with hunger.

I am salivating…

My lover.

Takes me.

Deeper.

I feel I am too much,

Can I be held if I am too much?

Can I be accepted if I am too much?

Will I frighten my lover?

Will my chaotic, crazy, passion devour him?

Yes.

Yes it will devour.

It will eat him up.

He will come to me,

I will drink from him,

I will inhale his essence,

I will absorb his breath.

He will seize to exist,

he will be everything.

And nothing.

This rapture,

This climax.

I sit in it,

fearful.

Intent.

Full.

Hungry.

Here I sit.

In bliss.

Knowing that this is the rapture of my soul.

This is the knowing,

the meeting,

of me.

My lover, he has always been there.

He will NEVER leave.

He is there,

penetrating me.

Deeper.Deeper.

Until I can come no more.

Until my juices have flooded my world,

washed me clean,

and carried him away.

Here,

I wake.

I open myself.

I breathe in deeper.

I feel my fear of this expansion,

of this birthing,

This quaking of my soul as it rattles the cage that it has lived in so long.

I release.

I come.

I surrender.

In the arms of my lover.

In the arms of God.

I can fly.

As always,

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