I am worthy!
The story of today that I choose to focus on and expand in.
I am worthy!
It often feels like a lie to write those words and there is resistance in my claiming of them.
I am worthy!
At writing them my gut turns over,
I feel butterflies and my heart feels constricted.
I am worthy!
I can hear the yelling in my head that it is not so.
Who am I to try and claim such nonsense.
I am worthy!
My eyes tear up as I write the statement more and more.
I feel the emotion attached.
I am worthy!
Breathing deep, allowing my chest to expand,
my heart says allow,
my mind screams in opposition.
I am worthy!
The struggle is real.
And I am at war within myself.
It’s crazy to listen to the clambering of my negativity.
I am worthy!
The seed has been planted.
Its taking root,
perhaps a sprout will appear.
There is hope.
I am worthy!
Anxiety in the possibility.
I can feel a tug at my core pulling me to something.
Something I want to label the truth,
but scares me still.
I am worthy!
I breathe deep again.
Feeling my body rise and fall.
The tears are there,
but now I feel a gentle comfort as though I am being held by something I cannot see.
I am worthy!
I want to be.
And so we have the breaking of the soil and a sprout.
I am worthy!
Looking around,
I see my material world,
my home that I love and maintain with ease,
my car that I am grateful for,
a house full of comforts, luxuries and food.
All that seems stable,
and constant in my life experience.
I do not struggle.
I move with ease.
Life always is providing for me.
There is proof around every corner.
I am worthy!
Perhaps I already know it is true?
Perhaps, I have known forever even.
Perhaps under all the chaos and noise of outside influences,
of fear and judgement,
there is a knowing.
Can it be true?
I am worthy!
Of course I am.
Just look and feel.
Breathe deeper and let the body speak,
move past the reservation,
the constriction,
and feel the heart.
The soul.
There is a budding there.
There is truth.
God does not give to us a desire that cannot be.
And what we desire is already granted,
we must just believe to receive.
I am worthy!
And so are you.
Say it with me this morning…..
I AM WORTHY!
I AM WORTHY!
I AM WORTHY!
YES YOU ARE.
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