I WILL FIND YOU.
As I lay under the starriest of starry nights,
my breath being captivated by the sight of shooting stars,
a crescent moon that I can relax into and my thoughts drift into galaxies unknown before me,
I hear the words….
“I will find you.”
A distant call from a time unknown,
a feeling of knowing that it is true,
A certainty that I am cradled in this moment by a love deeper than can be fathomed,
held at the breast of the center of the universe,
and my breath erupts into a rolling gasm of ecstasy.
Each inhale carries me further into the brilliance of the night,
each inhale I can feel the earth beneath my body,
a pulse coming from her that is intimate, timeless and supportive.
Each exhale is a releasing of myself imposed limitations,
fears and constraints.
The exhale of my physical,
and the acceptance of soul.
“I will find you.”
A celebration of coming home.
A feeling of making love with the universe,
being penetrated by all of time.
My hunger for this deep surrender being met in the arms of my greatest lover,
my heart explodes from the revelation that is being offered,
as the night air wraps itself around me and the dewy grass beneath pulls in further,
asking to suckle on my flesh,
while the call of the wild in the distance beats its drum…
Calling me home.
Home where I am seen.
Where I am heard.
Where I am found.
The words are no longer something to be reminded of,
they are here,
in this moment in this wrinkle in time that I never want to let loose of again.
Here those words are no longer haunting to my soul,
but they are manifest.
I am found,
in the realization that I was never lost.
I have been in the arms of my lover since time began.
He has been cradling me,
witnessing my every move,
and hungering for me to awaken so I can see as he does the mysteries around me,
and feel the heartbeat of the earth,
a pulse that carries me away from the static and chaos of the normalcy of the world that is living in fear of being found.
Has it always been right here?
Just outside the grasp that I thought that I had.
watching me dance when I thought I was stumbling in the darkness,
but could not see the mystery.
” I will find you.”
I hear these words calling from the distance of the furthest star in the nights sky,
comets streak the sky,
carrying with them a timeless saga of our souls code,
the sparks of life that transpire and we never notice,
the moments that we take for granted,
allow to go unseen,
and disregard with little to no respect for the magic that makes up our lives.
We are all angels,
fallen and wounded by the tragedies of our past lives unlived,
and we remain broken winged until we choose to breathe in the mysteries of this universe, the magic that can heal us and carry us back to where we know we are to be,
Where we can each be seen in our magnitude,
our voices can be heard singing from the furthest galaxies unknown and known,
and our vision is pure,
because we are found.
We are in our power.
Our wings are open and expanded just as is our breath.
The only thing that stands between here,
And where we are each witnessed in our greatest beauty, joy and bliss,
is the illusion that we are not worthy.
And to discover our worthiness we must open ourselves to being penetrated by our greatest lover,
we must be willing to expand,
To let go of the constrictive programs and thoughts that chain us to the ground,
we must be willing to put down the fight,
to stop waring within ourselves,
and be willing to know who we are.
Truly who we each are.
Without hesitation or doubt.
We must follow that call,
” I will find you.”
And know that time and space do not exist.
We are eternal,
as is the call that we hear from the distance.
It is forever calling us home,
home to where we have no doubt.
No fear or limitations.
Asking us to let loose of the chains that we carry so that we can feel the expansion and expression of our worthiness here in this lifetime,
in this fleshy existence that allows us to be enwrapped in a lovers arms,
permits us the opportunity to taste of the wonders and beauty that only human life can offer,
but few slow down to embrace and enjoy.
I choose differently.
I choose to open,
here on this dewy grass under the stariest of starry night skies,
with the night breeze dancing through the leaves of trees,
the call of the wild in the distance making itself known.
Here I lay,
taken back by the magic,
the orgasmic rush of the earth’s pulse moving through my veins,
with every inhale I feel the depth of the penetration,
my back arches as though there is string coming from my breast and pulling me up to heaven’s gate,
my body rolls and moves to the instrumental vibrations of hearts meeting in the cosmos,
my eye’s roll back and take in the sky from a different perspective,
and I exhale….
Releasing into the current.
Letting go of time and space.
And allow myself to be taken home.
The words that I am reminded of are no more a reminder,
they are here.
I am here.
In the arms of my greatest lover.
And he takes me.
As I exhale deeper…
Deeper I am carried.
And I am found.
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