A spiritual path is not meant to “fix” who you are but instead to “reveal” who you are.
So stop your MF processing around the path.
How much do you have stop and stare at the rocks, the weeds, the trampled flowers, the horse sh*t that was dropped and anything else that you deem to not be pleasant and an imperfection to your path?
Granted I am not telling you to disregard your sh*t.
That would not be good for sure,
and we can easily look out into the world of the energetically blind and deaf who do just this ALL THE TIME, and see what A-holes they are,
but what I am wanting to bring your awareness too is that perhaps you are actually using your “processing” of your sh*t as an excuse to not move forward.
As a reason a.k.a excuse/blame of the outside world and past events/people so that you can lean out of your power right now and just sit in your victim status.
Maybe, just maybe you are thinking that all is forgiven in your “working through it” and that because you are oh so responsible and aware of your sh*t that the world should just bow to you and be okay with you NOT GETTING THROUGH YOUR SH*T…
Because you have been working’ it.
You have been doing the damn THING that you know you need to do,
it is not your fault that it’s just not seeming to get through to the core.
Well, I get all that.
Virgo here!
Processor here!
Hyper-Critical of self for sure here!
Analyzer and Overly responsible for self and the world here!
Yeppers, those are all me.
And they are always me even when I write up musings like this one handing you your sh*t back.
I write this because I feel responsible,
I want to help,
I am speaking to myself as well,
and I get the “awoken mindset” of processing is key to growth and transformation.
After all, you cannot change the things that you are not aware of, right?
Right.
So now that you are aware of your sh*t,
and if you are a relatively intelligent person,
or at least can get some basic common sense,
then WTF makes you believe that by standing in the epicenter of your sh*t and focusing on it, digging through it, and smelling it much longer is going to ever clear the path and make you perfect?
Let’s just ask,
“Do you honestly believe that the path or you were ever intended on being perfect according to our idea of perfection?”
Would you ever learn a damn thing if the path was perfect?
Would you really be happy if you believed yourself to be perfect?
Would you really want a relationship with a said “perfect” person?
Life is about clarifying who we are.
Life is about growth and expansion, and growth and expansion ONLY occurs when we can learn, gain knowledge and insight, have experiences, and gain wisdom.
Wisdom among other things comes from mistakes.
A.k.a learning.
Or you could also say CONTRAST.
Contrast is another way of looking at the life that we are manifesting and the life that we desire to manifest.
What we perceive as good and bad.
And we cannot have, nor even truly know what we want if we do not ever experience what we do not want at some level. When we experience these spaces of growth and learning in the contrast of life it makes us want for something better and it sets us to a grander vision for who we are.
Expanding us.
That expansion creates room for us to manifest in what we learned that we wanted from the contrast that was provided.
And we easily manifest it when we RELAX into the knowing that it is ours when we sooth ourselves back into a feel good place in our hearts and thoughts.
Now let me ask you this…
How does processing make you feel?
Does it excite you?
Is processing and over analyzing your every pile of sh*t soothing to your soul? your thoughts and feelings?
Or have you discovered that all the processing out is actually just causing you stress because NOW you really see where you have been f-cking up and the more you focus on your f-ck ups, the more insecure you are feeling in who you are, your path and your choices?
I am betting it is the latter here. (Just sayin’)
So what are you to do if you don’t want to keep repeating some sh*t on your path,
but you now sorta realize that your hyper focus to your sh*t is causing you to remain in your sh*t and even creating a neediness and lack of personal responsibility that is in turn making you out of integrity with WHO YOU REALLY ARE?
Are you ready for it?
Here is my big answer for ya.
Stop trying to be like someone else.
Stop trying to get it all right.
Stop fearing who you are and JUST DO YOU.
Be YOU.
You have got to accept and love you in all your sh*t,
or you will run around this life with everyone avoiding you because YOU ARE AVOIDING YOU.
If you are looking to the outside world to give you direction as to who you are then that is the sh*t pile you need to turn and walk away from right now.
Find your soothing thoughts.
Appreciate the contrast of your life.
Follow what feels legitimately good to your soul,
and stop acting out of fear of losing people or things.
It has you over processing you.
And that,
that will get you into a pile of pity, victim sh*t like no other.
So JUST STOP.
SAY IT WITH ME….
MY OVER PROCESSING AND SELF-CRITICISM IS KEEPING ME OUT OF PERSONAL INTEGRITY AND SOUL ALIGNMENT.
LET THAT SH*T GO.
As Always,
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