Giving myself permission to fall in love while in isolation.
Such a beautiful opportunity to come back to self.
To come back to what matters most in this life
and to fully embrace all that I have not yet allowed to manifest.
Can you do the same?
Imagine a world that took this time of solitude,
this time of silence,
this time of moving slower and not rushing here and there,
as an opportunity to fall in love.
To fall in love with SELF first.
To fall in love with all your own little quirks and those things you find fault in.
To fall in love with the things that you find challenging.
To fall in love with your DESIRES.
To fall in love with your hopes and your dreams.
Imagine if you sat with all the things that you think about and made a plan as to what steps you needed to take to open the doorway to you creating the life that you want.
Imagine if you did not JUST THINK about the steps but actually took action on all the ones that you could RIGHT NOW.
Imagine if you looked at the person that you “wish” you could be and that you know that you must become in order to have this life you desire and started to implement just three to five things into your daily practice that would support you fully stepping into this person who calls in those dreams and desires with ease.
Imagine if you took this time to reconnect to YOU.
To step away from the habits that you use to buffer yourself from feeling your truth.
Imagine if you looked past the things that you use to not feel and instead give yourself permission to feel your emotions, all of them.
Imagine if you allowed yourself to do some deep dive inquiry work with yourself to learn who you are right now and what your interests are without the expectations, needs or desires of others.
Imagine if you took some time today and each day to appreciate your body for supporting you the way that it does.
Imagine if you took time each day to connect to the people that you claim matter most to you.
Imagine if you slowed down even more,
and took time without any noise to really appreciate the sky.
The tree’s. The breeze. The sunshine. Nature.
Imagine if you took this time to learn something new.
Imagine if you took this moment that God is offering you and instead of focusing on the fear that the world is stuck in,
Realize your power.
Imagine what your life today could be like.
What your tomorrow would feel and look like.
Imagine with me now, a world of individuals doing just this.
Participating in a mass healing of consciousness.
A mass healing of embodiment.
A mass healing of self-love and appreciation.
A mass healing of community.
Because a better you,
is a better us,
is a better world.
But in order for this to be a real thing,
we each must do our part.
We must stop giving it only lip service and instead take action.
We must move forward with clarity in self.
This is how we turn the chaos into beauty.
But you must do your part, love.
You must know your worth,
know your value to today and to this world.
Knowing that in your actions,
you let your light be shown,
and with each light that ignites the darkness will be replaced with radiance.
We are a chosen people.
We are a people blessed by the hands of the creator.
We are a people that walk in the footsteps of greatness.
And how we progress forward is based on the choices that we each make.
SO if you think you have no power or say in the days and events to come,
You are the power.
You are the choice.
So live today in Self-Love and Awareness.
Dare to do something unique.
Dare to embody the self.
And As Always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
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“I’ve been praying.
I have been praying but it does not seem that my prayers are being heard.
They must be falling on deaf ears, or heaven has shut its gates to my plea.
I am in such need.
I am fearful, scared, and uncertain.
I have fallen to my knees, each and every night.
And asked for guidance, through this difficult time.
I’ve been praying.Lord, please help me.”
You may never want to read my words again, after you read this post.
Just a simple FYI.
I am going to preface this with, I am not condemning prayer.
I am not saying anything of the sort.
PRAYER is POWERFUL.
Prayer is wonderful.
Prayer is NEEDED.
However much like anything though, it is best when done in perfection, or as close to it as we can get.
And that is not to say that we cannot be human in our prayer and mess the eff up here and there.
But in order for us to get the answers that we desire,
which is WHY WE PRAY to begin with,
then we MUST do prayer right.
is not about the way you fold your hands,
or bow before an alter.
It is not about where you choose to go to pray,
or what faith you choose to follow.
It is not about the forgiveness of sins,
or the asking of such even.
is simply about VIBRATION.
When we pray we do so from fear.
We pray from a place of brokenness.
We pray from a belief that we do not have,
that we have done something to deserve this suffering,
that we are not worthy, and MUST ask for forgiveness.
That we must cower before the alter of our choice,
and we must make ourselves small.
We believe that whatever we are needing,
wanting or crying out for is not within our scope.
And so we pray.
We pray for help.
And this sweet one, is not the energy of God. This is not the energy of the divine..
This is not in love or of love.
This sort of prayer is one based in inverted pride.
No,this is not how God desires his people to show up.
This is not how we show off God’s power.
Proper prayer, as stated before is all about VIBRATION.
And vibration starts with your thinking.
Then your feeling.
Yes your emotions that are attached to those thoughts.
Proper prayer should ALWAYS be a prayer of GRATITUDE.
Find gratitude in the things that you have around you,
even if your life is sh*t.
Find gratitude in the life you have been given,
even if you are scared, suffering and lost.
Find gratitude in your struggle,
because it shows you where your work is at.
And that work that it is showing you is nothing more than a change in VIBRATION.
Gratitude is the ONLY proper prayer
.As any other will only lead you to further low vibe thoughts, fears, and concerns.
Thus you will embody suffering through the emotions that you feel based on this belief that it is out of your grasp to be FRUITFUL.
Prayer is about turning it over.
Showing your FAITH.And LETTING GO to GOD.
We do not let go, when we are attaching our inverted pride to any situation. Instead we are owning victimhood and a scarcity mindset.
In order for us to live in grace, abundance and joy, we must let go of our need to control through our fears and wounding.
Thus making every prayer a PRAYER OF GRATITUDE instead of FEAR.
Let God’s power show through you,
by leveling up your prayer life,
and step into CERTAINTY,
where all things are possible,
because God is GREAT.
This is the life of a believer.
And a prayer achiever.
Your VIBE Dictates Your Prayer.
As always, Stop Existing & Start Living
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Let me ask you this, are you:
Shamelessly stepping into your success?
Shamelessly stepping into your abundance?
Shamelessly Saying YES to Yourself?
At our core if we don’t feel worthy, then we are not going to receive. Because we are not going to allow ourselves to receive.
We all battle worthiness issues. I know I do.
We are told that we should not focus on self. To love self is almost condemned in our society. It is crazy to think that it is far more accepted to hate on yourself than to love yourself. But we are shamed for doing just this.
If we “think to much of ourselves.”
If we ” love on ourselves.”
If we ” speak to highly of ourselves.”
We are shamed.
Don’t be selfish.
Don’t be self-centered.
Many of us were told that to be self-less was the desired path.
That we are to give of ourselves until we can give no more.
And that we should be able to keep giving and not need any replenishment of any kind, especially any self- love, care or acceptance.
And MOST certainly NO BRAGGING!
The thing is, you cannot consistently give at any decent level if you are not receiving some form of nurturing, love or pleasure. You must receive and feed yourself in order to be able to take care of others or achieve any sort of result you may desire in life.
You must allow yourself to receive love, care and other things in order to keep yourself in a state of being able to give and do.
So here you go. What I am speaking about is worthiness.
And what that comes down too is being selfish.
At our core we HAVE to have worthiness in order to create all our dreams, accept love, receive any abundance or success.
Even most of your needs will not come to you if you have worthiness issues.
Have you ever noticed that when something good just happens out of the blue, you know when you have that really good luck drop on you, how it is hard to believe that it did.
You cant believe that you had that sort of good luck.
You cant believe that you got that blessing.
You cant believe that you had that miracle happen.
Do you feel like these events are coincidences?
Or do you send out gratitude and stand in expectation for more because you KNOW that you are worthy?
If your anything like the majority of peeps out there you most likely live in a state of lack of belief that you deserve anything. Which is where the shock of the good shit happening to you comes in. That is that, “Woohoo, OMG! moment.” Yes in this moment of praise you are excited but unbelieving that you are worthy of such yummie gifts from God. When we step into this pattern of disbelief and say such things as, “ I cannot believe this happened to me.” you are showing your lack of worthiness in the blessing.
Well, is it your true lack of worthiness or is it your belief that you are not worthy?
In those experiences and events you are stating that you don’t deserve this goodness to come into your lives.
BUT in TRUTH YOU DO!
When I use words such as gratitude and expectation or child like enthusiasm what I am saying to you is that THIS is a true state of worthiness. It is the act of receiving our blessings and knowing that there is more to come, because more is already coming.
The ONLY way those blessings will not show up is if you have doubt that they will. If you believe that God will not provide for you and that God is somehow wanting you to suffer.
Imagine if you put as much faith and expectation into having abundance in life as you do about living in scarcity?
What would your life be like?
I can tell you what it would be like because I have shifted my own personal shit around this topic and went from raising five children on welfare, in a bad marriage, starting to have health issues, and only having a household income of $17,000. Constantly struggling, moving from house to house, never knowing if the power or water would be on or if I could afford the basics for my family to having stability, savings, debt freedom, incredible loving relationships all around, a multi-six figure income, travel, a clean bill of health and living what I call a F*ck YES! life.
This is what happens when you start to love yourself.
This is what happens when you start to appreciate yourself.
This is what happens when you understand that God is great and wants your greatness to shine as well.
This is what happens when you heal your shame and embrace your worthiness.
You MUST CLAIM YOUR LIFE though.
You MUST start to say yes to taking care of yourself and STOP holding on so firmly to the reigns of fearful control and instead open your arms up and embrace the blessings that are falling all around you.
If you continue to condemn yourself then you will continue to remain in victim status in your life and will NEVER reap the bounties of joy, love, abundance and health that is RIGHT before you. You will continue to feel disconnected, unloved, unworthy, lost and even forgotten.
Life will become all about duty and responsibility.
It will be filled with stress, anxiety, fear and depression.
But it does not have to be that way!
You can have everything RIGHT NOW by simply loving yourself and expecting miracles, expecting blessings, expecting in FAITH that it is not just coming, but already here.
That is the ONLY trick that you have to learn.
In order to achieve this though you must do these three things:
- Pay attention to the mental masturbation you have going on. The chaotic, fear based thoughts that you find yourself dancing with all day. Do you wake up to these thoughts? Do you fall asleep to them? Today commit to starting your day by saying 5 things you are grateful for and end the day as you lay your head down to sleep with five things that you are in gratitude for having happen in the day. This simple practice will change your world and quickly help you feel more worth in receiving abundance.
- You must accept RIGHT NOW that self-esteem comes from no where else but inside you. You must accept yourself without complaint and be willing to work on all aspects of self without contempt or lapse into negativity. This means take FULL responsibility for your life and what is and is not in it. Focus on removing your ego’s dominant need to cast blame.
- Stop feeling guilty about having good shit happen. Stop shrinking down your blessings and feeling like you “should” not have what you have. You must commit to no longer accept guilt into your life. If you are feeling guilty about things that you have done in your past dig a little deeper and realize that what you most likely are calling guilt may be remorse instead. With regret we gain a learning opportunity, with guilt we are in a state of reproach.
CLAIM YOUR LIFE TODAY!
Claim your worthiness by saying YES to yourself NOW.
Love yourself one mustard seed worth of what God loves you and watch abundance fill your life.
” There must be alternatives. You must have technology that could solve our problem.” – Quoted from the 1951 Movie The Day the Earth Stood Still
Breathless I feel my heart clenching, holding on for dear life. My ego throwing a fit beyond measure, wanting to rage and destroy, cry and break beneath the pressure of the pain. I sit there, just reading over and over again the words that every cell in my being feared the most. How could this be? Why would this happen? How could the love not withstand, and God deny something so beautiful, powerful, and divine? Why would God not desire for our worship of him to come through our relationship and be a path of grace for others. An example of the blessings and beauty that he desires for us?
Ego chanting words of anger, pain, and fear. The primitive mind running a muck and taunting me to react out of this fear and charge forward, saying things I would be sure to regret and did not mean in my heart or soul. No just the wound would be speaking in this moment and it was just the wound of this drastic blow to my heart that I was standing in the epicenter of. The storm that blew around me keeping me from feeling my truth, my love. Shrouding me in a darkness that spoke of never leaving. Monsters lurking, screaming out my fears of abandonment, never being able to hold on to love, not being lovable, not being worthy, not being enough and being to much. Telling me IF I had only done this or that then things would be different. The pain, the shame, the guilt and the feeling of being so naive to love again.
After all it was my stupid little girl who was hopeful and certain that this time things would be different. How could they not? I had never gone so deep with someone before. I had never revealed and explored the layers of my soul like I had in this love. I had never trusted anyone to surrender the way that I had with him.
Perhaps it was to much.
Or I was too much.
My eye’s skimming back across the word, “Goodbye.” Almost meditating on it and watching the sky fall outside the window. My heart not beating fast at all, in fact feeling like there is no beating at all. Am I dead Lord? Where is my breathe? Where is my heart? I am left with neither, only the haunting of my crazed mind and the laughter from something deep in me, taunting that it knew all along that he would do this.
Only sheer seconds passed I am sure, but it felt like a thousand lifetimes flickered their emptiness before me without him.
Yes today, today the earth stands still.
And with it my heart and soul, withering in a corner unable to move, finding that there is no purpose to hold out for hope, for love, or for life. What reason should I move forward. I have no heart for it in his hands, my soul bound to his and now in darkness lost. There is no purpose to moving forward, no purpose to standing up and going on.
And yet, I must.
There in my chair, I look into the eye’s of the corpse that use to be full of love and life. Realizing that I must dress it up and spray perfume on it to hide its rot so that my children and all those I see will not see my pain, my suffering, my self-hatred for not being worthy and now being a sham too boot.
These words that we bask in when things are going great, they do nothing for the broken. They get trampled by the pain, the rage, and the fear. They drown in the sludge of our ego’s as we hide.
Our world does not allow us to embrace our range of emotions. It is only socially acceptable to be “okay and fine” or happy. We hide from mourning. We hide from anger and even condemn it. So, what am I to do here on this day that ended the world as I knew it?
Make my list.
Control what I can.
Try to breathe a false breath.
Ignore the pain. That is what one is to do in this situation. Ignore it and carry on. Just as he suggested in his goodbye, it is time for me to walk my own path without him. I suppose I could go off and go on a few dates, have some crazy sexual encounters and try and connect to someone else by the use of my physical body. I could hide by grabbing a bottle or two of my favorite drink. I could crash on the couch and veg in front of Netflix for the next century. I could hide my tears and I could stand strong and act like none of this was happening, just throw myself into my work and my children and carry on.
Or…. I could jump in my car and go and scream in his face. Burst into tears and beg. I could let the wild woman out that loves deeply and passionately and will go to war for her love when he is not strong enough to see his heart from all the mist about him. I could make my case and then that for sure would change everything. Perhaps I would at very least feel better in having him stand there and be the persecutor to my victim in hopes that he would decide to rescue me.
But both of those are based in ego. This is not what my spirit desires and knows to be love or my strength.
No, instead it is time to PAUSE.
It is time to go within and allow myself to feel fully. To embrace the rawness of the wound and the beauty of the love that was shared. It is time, on this day that the earth stands still to take a cue from the divine.
Listen to the stillness.
Listen to the rhythm of this life.
Listen to the voice off in the distance that is speaking. That voice that sounds of truth and love eternal.
Here there is still hope. There is hope for this broken soul of today to heal and to move forward. It will not happen on my timeline, or on anyone’s. It will not occur because of pushing through. It will not be touched by my masks, my over analyzation or my fear of the future.
No the only thing that will support it is my surrender.
So here you go kind folks, heartbreak is unavoidable. It chases us all down like ravenous wolves and makes us fear it. We dance around and try our hardest to avoid. We believe that by settling for something less than what our hearts and souls desire that we will be safe.
We hide our faces every day of our lives, we shut our hearts to the love and joy that crave to bless us. We speak words of logic in the face of that that we can never grasp. We follow the darkness as it masks itself as light, telling us that we do this or that and behave that we will avoid.
What this enemy does not share is that by being average and ordinary and hiding from our passion to bask in the blessings of God and all the beauty of this physical existence that comes with that, that we forfeit our desire NOT just for this life, but for God as well.
True we are not to worship things of this physical world in place of our worship for the Creator, but things of this world can be used as our worship of God. The simple act of kissing a lover can be an act of worship of God. It is the intent of the heart that is behind it that reveals the beauty.
If we choose to live in fear in our physical world then we show no trust of God. We may claim that we are believers, but do true believers fear this world? Or do they embrace it in desire and on fire with the backing of God?
God wants you to desire life.
God wants you to desire love.
Our fear of stepping forward in faith, is nothing more than blasphemy.
Ask yourself today if you have faith or fear ruling your life?
One is of God the other is the enemy.
“Stop Existing – Start Living.”
1. Sex is God’s good creation.
God in his great wisdom, for his glory and our good, has chosen to place us in a world where sex is a significant part of the human experience. The issue of sex is important and unavoidable because God, in wisdom and love, chose it to be.
Because sex is the creation of God’s hand and exists under the control of his sovereignty, we should approach it with reverence and awe, not with embarrassment and timidity. Sex came from him, belongs to him, and continues to exist through him—to him be the glory.
2. Sex can be dangerous.
Sadly, today sex—a beautiful creation of God—functions in the surrounding culture like a spiritual solvent eating away at the very fabric of the human community. It has perverse power to master your heart and, in so doing, determine the direction of your life. It gives the buzz that you’re in control while, at the very same time, becoming the master that progressively chains you to its control. It offers you an inner sense of well-being while having no capacity whatsoever to satisfy your heart.
It seduces you with the prospect of contentment-producing pleasure but leaves you empty and craving more. Sex holds out the possibility that you will finally be satisfied but instead causes you to envy whoever has more and better than you do. It sells you the lie that physical pleasure is the pathway to spiritual peace. Sex is the work of the Creator’s hands but tends to promise you what only the Creator can deliver. It is beautiful in itself but has become distorted and dangerous by means of the fall.
3. Suffering will impact your sexuality.
If suffering is every person’s experience, then you should expect suffering to impact your sexuality. You will suffer the reality that right here, right now, sex doesn’t function the way that God intended. You will face the redefinition, distortion, and misuse of sex. You suffer the temptation to take your sexual life outside of God’s clear boundaries.
You will suffer being blindsided by sexual temptation at the mall, on your computer, when watching Netflix, or, sadly, even when you’re doing a Google search on your phone. You will suffer women exposing their bodies in public or men treating women like they’re little more than physical toys for their pleasure. You will suffer the hardship of trying to protect your children from all the sexual danger out there, while you work to keep your own heart pure.
Because you know of all the seductive temptations, you will suffer issues of trust with those you love. Some of us will suffer sexual abuse, and others of us will suffer the exhaustion that comes from trying to keep our hearts pure. You will suffer misunderstanding and mockery as you try to stay inside God’s boundaries in a culture that laughs at the thought of sexual boundaries. Paul assumes that we will suffer, and if he’s right (and he is), that suffering will include our sexuality.
4. Sex cannot satisfy your heart.
Sex is powerfully pleasurable, but it cannot satisfy your heart. The touch of another person stimulates your body and your heart, but it never leaves you fulfilled. Sex connects you in powerful and dramatic ways to another person, but it has no ability whatsoever to make you a better person.
Whether we know it or not, every human being lives in search of a savior. We are all propelled by a quest for identity, inner peace, and some kind of meaning and purpose. And we all look for it somewhere. Here’s the bottom line: looking to creation to get what only the Creator can give you always results in addiction of some kind. The thing you hoped would serve you pulls you into its service. What seemed like freedom ends up being bondage. The thing is not the problem; what you’ve asked of it is.
God’s creative intention was to bring glory to himself by the pleasures he created.
5. God is at the center of your sexual world.
Our problem with sex doesn’t begin with lust, with bad choices, or with sexual misbehavior. Our problem with sex begins when we forget that God must be at the center of this part of our lives as he must be with any other. When you have no greater motivation in sex than your own satisfaction, you are already in sexual trouble, even if you don’t know it yet. How have you tended to put yourself in the center of your world of sexuality?
Whether or not you functionally recognize it, at the epicenter of your sexual world exists a God of awesome power, glory, and grace. Sex in its rightful place in your heart and life always begins by recognizing that he is at the center.
6. Sex is deeply spiritual.
Sex is not an a-religious thing. Sex is deeply spiritual. Your relationship to your own sexuality and the sexuality of others always reveals your heart. Your sexual life is always an expression of what you truly worship. Sex is deeply religious. In sex you are either self-consciously submitting to God or setting yourself up as God. In other words, sex is never simply a horizontal thing. Sex always connects you to the God who created your body, gave you eyes to see and a heart that desires, and tells you how you are to steward this aspect of your personhood.
7. Sexual sin starts with your heart.
Here’s where the words of Christ drive us: our struggle with sexual sin is not first a struggle with the environment in which we live or with the people that we live near. Our struggle with sexual sin reveals the dark and needy condition of our hearts. We are our biggest problem.
When it comes to sexual sin, the greatest sexual danger to any human being anywhere lives inside him, not outside. Isolation, changes of location and relationship, and management of behavior never work because they don’t target the place where the problem exists—the heart.
8. Pleasure is God-glorifying.
God’s creative intention was to bring glory to himself by the pleasures he created. Each pleasurable thing was perfectly created and designed to reflect and point to the greater glory of the One who created it. These things were designed to be pleasure inducing but also for a deeply spiritual purpose.
They were meant to remind you of him. They were meant to amaze you not just with their existence but with the wisdom, power, and glory of the One who made them. They were put on earth to be one of God’s means of getting your attention and capturing your heart. The pleasure of sex is meant to remind me of the glory of my intimate union with Christ, which only grace could produce.
9. The pleasure of sex is no substitute for God’s grace.
It’s right to celebrate the goodness of God in giving you sweet pleasures to enjoy, and you should never feel guilty enjoying them as long as you do it within his boundaries and for his glory. It’s wonderful to celebrate the tasty pleasures of food, the stunning beauty of a fine piece of art, the sweet intimacy of sex, or the sound drama of a well-written piece of music. But as you’re celebrating pleasure, don’t forget to celebrate grace.
God’s grace has the power to protect you from asking of pleasure what you should not ask. God’s grace gives you the power to say no to the seductive call of pleasure when it is vital to say no. God’s grace offers you forgiveness when you have failed to do both these things. And God’s grace ushers you into the presence of the One who alone can give you the lasting satisfaction and joy that your heart seeks. So as you’re celebrating the physical pleasures of the created world, take time to celebrate the eternal pleasures of redemption.
10. Sex is intended to point us to God himself.
Since God created both you and sex, it is impossible to properly understand sex and participate in it appropriately if you are practically ignoring God and his existence. By means of creation you are his, and your sex life is his.
Sex that recognizes God’s existence becomes the beautiful, intimate, relational act of worship that it was intended to be. In the midst of all its physical delights, it does not forget God. It remembers that everything enlivened and enjoyed in sex belongs to him. It rests in his control and celebrates his care in the midst of the most intimate of human connections.
Paul David Tripp (DMin, Westminster Theological Seminary) is a pastor, author, and international conference speaker. He is also the president of Paul Tripp Ministries. He has written a number of popular books on Christian living, including What Did You Expect?, Dangerous Calling, Parenting, and New Morning Mercies. He lives in Philadelphia with his wife Luella and they have four grown children. For more information and resources, visit paultrippministries.org.
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YES, I am inviting you to say GOOD BYE Kendal.
Here is why.
2018 is a year of you could say transformation, but in truth it is a year of me saying YES to my AUTHENTIC SELF and my desire to be a crusader. My burning passion to speak the words that I have been holding back for my entire life that NOW want to be birthed from my lips and my finger tips. It is a year where you will see me make harsh but loving statements that may push you far past your comfort zones and even giving me the middle finger.
It is a year where you may say, “ OMG! Kendal went and got saved!” – LOL
And perhaps I did.
Or perhaps the possibility is that I am just choosing to allow 2018 to be the year that I STOP standing in the shadow of shame around my spiritual beliefs and desires and what I have come to learn from walking a path of CERTAINTY and opening to the blessings that are all around.
Perhaps, the possibility of 2018 is that my soul can no longer sit still and be quiet and give what society and many of my readers and followers “think” they need or want, where the focus is on sex and how best to stroke a clit or a cock.
Because ANYONE who has ever coached with me or worked with me in any capacity can bear testimony that my teachings are 98% based in CONSCIOUSNESS training NOT sexual skills.
Here is the thing, no matter what title I give myself, I coach the same. I speak the same. I praise the same. I work on the same issues, the same blockages, the same fear based thinking and habits that DESTROY your relationships, your intimacy, your sex, your ability to experience abundance, peace, joy, connection, health and vitality. NONE of this is changing, because it is my calling to help restore consciousness and connection between humankind and the creator ( whatever name you use). The principles and soul technology that I coach on remain the same. It has always been and always will be at the core of what I do and how I live my own life.
The difference and the REASON you need to STOP FOLLOWING me now, is because I am going to be a base ball bat.
I am NOT going to apologize for stating things the way I know them.
I am NOT going to hold back any longer.
I am NOT going to cower in the ego based fear of how you may receive me or not.
I am NOT going to allow the programs that many of us subscribe too, conquer me another day around how I should look, act, speak, teach, or coach.
So here is the thing…
IF YOU CHOOSE, to keep following me, you may grow even more discontent with your life and what you have CHOSEN to SETTLE for.
You may get very mad at my emails, my video’s, my conscious coffee’s, my articles, courses, workshops and talks.
You may start to ask yourself tough questions, such as, ” Why am I not happy?” – ” Why do I never feel truly connected, seen or loved?” – ” What am I really searching for?” – ” Why does my life feel like a chore?” and “Is this really all there is?”
You may start to observe things from a deeper state of calm, where the mind chatter starts to be put to bay.
You may start to truly feel life and yourself.
You may discover an orgasmic life, where you cannot help but smile from the joy coming from deep within.
You may start loving yourself. Forgive yourself and others.
You may awaken your compassionate heart.
You may actually start seeing the MAGIC in your daily life and OMG! You may actually EXPECT miracles to occur on a regular basis.
You may start living instead of just existing.
You may awaken one morning and say, ” It is TIME. Time for a change. Time to open. Time to love again. Time to STOP FEARING.”
Yes, you may do these things, but they will come with the price of having your ego pushed around. Your stubborn thinking patterns rearranged and the mental masturbation practices that you have grown so comfortable with as your truth and logic stripped down to what they really are: ILLUSION.
You see, I am trying to SAVE YOU the heartache of following me any longer. Why fill the space in your email, or on this screen with words that will cause you to QUESTION your reality. Your Thinking. Your heart. Your trust in something greater than yourself.
Why follow someone who believes so strongly in this mission, ” Be the change you wish to see in the world.”
Why continue to follow someone who BELIEVES YOU, yes you, deserve GREATNESS.
That is your natural state of being and that God desires nothing more than to grant it to you.
You must say GOODBYE.
Goodbye to ego.
Good bye to fear.
Goodbye to doubt.
Goodbye to those things that hold you back.
Goodbye to your disbelief that God wants you to be HAPPY and have what you desire most.
And that maybe your DESIRE, to JUST be AVERAGE and just get through the next day.
So in that case you may need to say goodbye Kendal….
Because, I want to THRIVE!
I want to call down my blessings. And every day, I am granted the beauty of magical experiences, beautiful people and opportunities. Many reasons to smile. And even more reasons to share my joy. My faith, my life work, my heart and my soul.
Will you stay or will you go?
I cannot say.
You have free will.
Choose NOW. Because NOW is all you have, all you will ever have. Do not build your life of fear of tomorrow, but on the blessing of TODAY.