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DON’T LET YOUR FAITH BE STOLEN JUST BECAUSE THE SH*T COMES DOWN.

DON’T LET YOUR FAITH BE STOLEN JUST BECAUSE THE SH*T COMES DOWN.
Okay it’s Sunday and I feel preachy.
Life has been sharing some reminders with me about:
Light.
Dark.
God.
Devil.
Good.
Evil.
It’s hard for us humans to wrap our pretty little heads around abstract things. We want there to be titles, labels and certainties that if we do this or that, that we are untouchable.
We want to be untouchable here and now,
in this lifetime.
At this very moment.
Yippie for being saved in the afterlife.
Yippie for salvation.
Yippie for heaven.
Yippie for eternal life.
If we do this or that.
Yeah, it’s all groovy AF.
But let’s get real.
We are spiritual beginnings living a physical life.
We want goodness and blessing now.
We want security and safety now.
We want happiness and good tidings now.
We want our love, our finances, our health, our families to all flourish and be blessed.
And this is why we pray.
This is why we go to church.
This is why we ask for saving.
This is why we read our scriptures and listen to the wisdom of the masters.
Because we want it NOW.
There are a few statements I am reminded of as of late,
“The path is narrow and few will find it.”
“Then it goes and brings with it seven other spirits more evil than itself, and they enter and dwell there, and the last state of that person is worse than the first. “
“You cannot partake at the table of God and the table of demons.”
And I do not recall the exact passage, but I know it’s out there ( so if you know please feel free to share in comments) about how Satan goes after those with the most light.
As we expand our vessels in light, as we turn our faces to the path, we are tempted. Most temptation however is not overt, it is not there showing itself as foe. Darkness seeps in and feeds off our light by befriending us, supporting us in times of weakness. The darkness of this world does not have a desire to turn those who are already sitting at its table partaking in the food and drink there. The darkness desires your light.
The darkness desires to turn your faith into fear.
The darkness desires to overcome you gradually as your friend.
Truly the wolf in sheep’s clothing.
And it aims to conquer over anyone who turns toward the light,
who stands strong in their faith and calls themselves a believer.
And THIS, is why so many good people experience bad things.
In the here and now.
Your goodness,
your good deeds,
your acts of kindness and mercy,
your heart of service,
your faith,
is the BIGGEST magnet that you can imagine to call in the darkness.
Because you my love are food for evil.
By getting you to feel fear, doubt, envy, jealousy, hatred, revenge, lust, greed and more the darkness sinks its talons into you. Planting a seed that it can now easily water with its friendship.
And without knowing you will find yourself laying down arms, lowering your gates and trusting the love of this dear friend.
The greatest trikery of the devil is to present as an angel of light.
But we forget this vital information.
We also forget that we are living on the battlefield of good and evil.
We forget that our lives are what we are fighting for.
And that in our accomplishments in this life,
in the love we share, the success that we have, the service that we do that we must be aware that lies are all about.
And when our goodness seems to be rewarded with strife.
When we fall ill for no reason.
When suffering comes down upon us and we feel lost that it is a sign that we have allowed the trickster close to us.
That we have somehow opened our gates to a friend that was not truly such.
So we must now choose.
Choose which table we will sit at.
Choose if we want to see the truth.
Choose if we are willing to sever the head of the beast and claim our lives.
Claim our joy and happiness.
In the here and now.
We were not born to sacrifice our lives here on earth.
We were not born to suffer.
We were born to conquer the darkness.
We are God’s army of earth angels.
And we get to make heaven on earth.
We get to live in joy and love.
Abundance and strength.
But it will require us facing our own inner demons.
It will force us to witness that the gate is narrow and that few ( yes even those we love the most possibly) will not find it.
It will reveal to us that those we have entrusted to guide us, support us and show us the way because they are so “Godly” because they proclaim to be servants, or claim to be believers or that they are saved may in truth be our foe.
Be the darkness cloaked in light.
On this beautiful Sunday evening,
I ask you to take a moment and to call in your angels.
Cast out the demons that plague your world.
I ask you to believe that you were born for greatness.
That you are worthy of love and blessing.
NOW.
To know that God does not make unworthy things.
But it is up to YOU to see the truth.
And pull back the wool.
It is up to you to realize that none of us are safe.
None of us get to say that we do not want to be on this battlefield.
You were born and therefore you are on it.
Now choose sides.
I hope you choose light.
I hope you choose love.
I hope you choose goodness.
I hope you choose sight.
And no matter how the sh*t comes down in your world, I hope you choose faith. And have a knowing that these measures of darkness in your life are signs.
But if you fall prey,
also know that you open yourself to seven times the destruction.
As Always,
In loving service.
Stop Existing & Start Living
“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”
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TWO DIFFERENT WORLDS BECOMING EVIDENT

 

TWO DIFFERENT WORLDS BECOMING EVIDENT

 

There is a necessary evil, 

A violence in discovery. 

And we don’t want to face its existence. 

But that does not change the fact that it is there and it is necessary. 

For us to evolve, to expand and awaken we must come to terms with it. 

 

For when we awaken, and stand on the brink of the world that we once knew and the world that awaits us, we will feel torn apart at our very existence. 

We will seize to exist as we have been and we will be forced to recognize who we are at our core. 

 

It will be terrifying and beautiful. 

And we must storm with courage toward it if we are to have the life that we desire that we were born to live. 

 

The defiance of such will cause your utter destruction and yet by leaning into the fires of your purification and awakening to your power you will expect the same. 

And to a degree you are accurate. 

 

However without this destruction of the old self, 

Of the world that you cling so tightly too, 

You will never have anything that your soul desires and was born to live for. 

You will be no more, 

Only leaving in your place a skeleton of who you actually are. 

Hungry to have flesh on your bones, 

You will wonder the world aimlessly, 

Depressed, anxious and fearful. 

Lost in the world and in yourself. 

You will mimic and hide under the masks of those you envy.

 

Not knowing self.

 

And here is where you must stand, 

Stand for you my love. 

 

Know your worth. 

Have grace for where you have been. 

Take stance to where you are going, 

And run. 

Set free your inner child, 

Set free the wolves of your soul and let your heart escape its bounds and shackles. 

The day is afresh, 

Your life is before you, 

The new world is calling. 

 

Go unto her my love. 

She hungers to give to you. 

She wants to swallow you up in her rhythm and song, 

Have you dance upon her flesh, 

And laugh into her mysteries. 

 

But you must claim it. 

You must allow it and demand for it. 

It will never be handed to you without your asking. 

But once asked for it will be given. 

You are the seeker, 

Do not remain blind any longer. 

 

You are walking the tightrope of your life, 

Which way will you fall?

It is time that you see one way is up and the other down. 

You have heaven and hell at your feet. 

It is time to choose. 

 

Will you settle for what you have always known?

Or will you awaken and see the evidence of your soul’s arrival. 

The shifting in time. 

You are being called too. 

 

 

Lifted up. 

The angels support you. 

Your shadow fears. 

It is not of creator, 

Not your truth or destiny. 

Turn away and run toward the path. 

 

Where two different worlds become evident. 

 

Lest you let go of the reigns of your very life to salvage what will have you lost and hungry. 

Broke and battered by the currents of this chaotic world. 

Washing and racking you upon its treacherous shores. 

You will not be able any longer to have discernment, nor love. 

Compassion will fall to the side and you will be haunted by its remembrance. 

This is the life that you fight for. 

This Is the war on self and soul. 

Can you survive?

Make amends today my love, 

With self. 

And open your wings to the heavens. 

Drop the skeletons that you believe are yours, 

And enter your rightful place. 

 

You are worthy, beautiful and strong. 

Time to own your reality. 

 

KNOW THYSELF. 

 

 

Breathe. 

And expand. 

Open. 

Open. 

Open. 

 

Set free the prisoner, 

The prisoner that is you. 

 

 

It’s time to claim your life, 

Now and forever. 

 

As Always, 

Stop Existing & Start Living

“Coaching for Grown A*s Believers”

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MONEY IS EVIL- PERSONAL SUFFERING IS FAITH BEARING, + OTHER BULLSHIZ IDEA’S ABOUT YOUR WORTHINESS

MONEY IS EVIL – PERSONAL SUFFERING IS FAITH BEARING, + OTHER BULLSHIZ IDEA’S ABOUT YOUR WORTHINESS
 
Why do you not get that you are WORTHY?
 
And why is it that you keep buying into the bullshiz that in order to be worthy you must suffer?
 
Or that because you are suffering that this proves that you are in faith?
 
It is silly gorgeous to think this way.
 
I am just going to break this down for you from a parental perspective,
and maybe you will not agree and I am totally cool with you not agreeing with my views and beliefs, hopefully in that case we can just be mature enough to agree to disagree.
 
With that said,
as a parent I am going make my plea on your worthiness.
 
Imagine your child is growing up and learning about what is good, bad, how to do things, what responsibility, truth is, what love is and is not.
 
Imagine your child makes mistakes. Gets into fights with peers, has opinions that you and others disagree with, experiments with things that you may not want them too, does not always tell you the truth, even bullies other kids or is harsh in judgments about other kids or people. Mocks people.
 
Does this make you love your child any less?
Does this make them NOT worthy of your love or support?
Does this make them less of human to you and worthy of you taking away your love, condemning and shaming them?
 
Imagine your child looses friendships, has heartbreak over their first love, suffers pain in relationships, fears not getting it right, fears not fitting in, fears telling you how they feel. Imagine they hate their bodies, feel misunderstood, outcast.
Imagine they don’t feel safe in some fashion at home or school, in their relationships. They believe that the world is out to get them and they must close themselves off from it to stay safe and make you happy.
 
Does this make your child more worthy of your love?
Does this show their faith in your love and support?
Does this prove their worth, their self-love, their personal power, confidence, self-esteem? Does it build those things?
 
Imagine you have a child that comes to you and says this is my dreams and desires. This is what I feel inside. This is what I want to do with my life and why. Imagine that they say I know that I have made mistakes, that i am not perfect but I know that I am lovable, that you ( mom/dad) have my back, I know that I have better in me and I want to show my heart to this world. I want to experience life and give back. I believe that people are good and we are all worthy of love and greatness. Imagine that this child is working two part time jobs and helping out people in need, that they have big opinions and they speak about what they are good with and what they are not good with. Imagine that they count their blessings. Imagine that this child looks you in the eye and says, ” I know that you don’t want me to suffer. You want the best for me and if I don’t want the best for myself and show my love for myself by standing up and being my best that I not only hurt myself but I hurt your heart too mom/dad.”
Imagine that this child goes out and becomes a a millionaire when grown.
 
Does this make you love your child less?
Does this mean that your child is a greedy, selfish a*shole who does not care about anything but money and self?
Does this mean that your child has been brainwashed into the evil ways of this world and they are a disappointment to you?
Does this mean that you will retract your love from this child because they are not bowing their head and feeling bad or suffering enough?
Does this mean that their happiness and success is a sign that they have sold their soul to the devil and are dishonoring their faith, their family, themselves?
 
OF COURSE NOT!
 
That’s crap, right?
 
So why are you letting yourself think this about your life?
Why are you buying into the concept that your suffering and loss,
your lack of cash flow,
your depression, body image issues, your guilt, your fear, your lost-ness is some sign of your greatness in God’s eye’s.
 
Why are you believing that it is pleasing to God to watch you suffer and that those who are living abundant lives are displeasing to God?
 
I am sorry…
(not really)
 
You are dishonoring God and yourself beautiful,
by NOT stepping the f-ck up to who you are and your worthiness.
 
You are dishonoring God’s great work in you by settling for so little and such unhappiness.
 
You are dishonoring God and his belief in you by continuing to remain available for the crap that you set yourself up for in the name of faith in suffering.
 
You are not being your best and therefore not only causing suffering to your heart but as well to God.
 
I believe that we are microcosm’s of the divine.
The things that we feel when we are coming from a pure heart and soul with our children and the things that we want for our children are the same that God wants for us.
 
A healthy, emotionally mature adult parent who is confident and strong in who they are DOES NOT want to see their baby suffer.
Does not believe that their child suffering is better then their child thriving.
Does not think that if their kid gets a good paying job or is strong in who they are that they are less worthy of love or are doing evil things.
 
Yet, for some reason in today’s world many adults are putting this same judgement out there on their peers who want to THRIVE in all areas.
 
These adults pretend to be holier then thou and are quick to point to their sufferings of years to proclaim that this is evidence of their worthiness and faith, all the while pointing fingers of blame, shame and hatred with remarks of judgement out to anyone who shares a message of abundance, self-love, personal empowerment and joy.
 
Silliness.
 
And perhaps, you do not agree with me.
Perhaps you are one of those souls that I am speaking of here today.
Perhaps you believe that the path of suffering is what God wants for you/us.
Perhaps you believe that it is a sad thing to witness people making money from what they love to do and feel called to do.
Perhaps you think that people laughing, traveling, talking about love, connected sex, relationships, money is evil.
 
Maybe you believe that using the “F” word will send God into rage and cancel out all your blessings and shows one’s lack of faith and love in the creator.
 
Perhaps…
 
And perhaps, the opposite is true instead.
 
Perhaps you are among those of us who believe that we are worthy of greatness and abundance,
that God wants us to THRIVE here in this mortal existence and to speak to those ears that listen. No matter the words.
 
The message of YOUR WORTHINESS and POWER and that you are LOVED is what matters.
 
Your beautiful SOUL being let fly is what is of value.
Your HEART seen and felt.
 
Yes.
Perhaps beautiful you BELIEVE IN YOURSELF and in God.
 
And have chosen to turn your back on the nay sayers and fear bots that try and stain your faith with doubt.
 
Perhaps.
 
And As Always,
Stop Existing & Start Living
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